a collection of inspirational poems/stories that express My insightful journey through life, love, and the spiritual realm

Today's Quote

Though miles may lie between us, we're never far apart, for friendship doesn't count the miles, it's measured by the heart

Your Comments?


Free chat widget @ ShoutMix

Another Love Story " Abortion "






I was 15 at the time when I thought I met the boy I was going to spend the rest of my life with but that all changed very fast.

Eight months into our relationship he cheated on me. I was devastated! I cried myself to sleep for nights. He was not only my boyfriend but my best friend, I never knew love could hurt so much until that day.

I loved him so much I forgave him. Nine months into our relationship I found out I was pregnant. But I wasn't disappointed because we both wanted to have a baby together. But he cheated again. He hurt me so bad I thought the only way I could keep him was to keep the baby. I was soon four months pregnant, my mom found out but worst of all was my dad found out too. I felt like I let them down.

I thought about everything and how stupid I was to think he was going to change and that he really loved me. I came to find out the best thing for me was abortion.

It was the hardest decision of my life. I soon broke it off between me and him, he begged me to be with him, of course but I knew what was best for me and, yes, I loved him more than anything but I had to move on with my life and it hurt so bad.
Now I am 18 years old and he now has a baby by another girl, and I wonder all the time what it could have been like if I would have kept my baby and it hurts me everyday...

26 Sweet Pecks ♥:

manali... said...

:O

KK said...

i think ur da only fool left out in dis whole messss coz he f***** u he cheated upon u and as i didnt read it wrong u still love him sorrry mam but i feeel very bad not 4 u for that innocent babieeeeeee

Anonymous said...

boy are juzz huh !! huh !!

funny living guy said...

hey.... excuse plss.....
is th!s some baby production
gng on.....
18 yrs... and a babY.... reaLLy...
guys...\m/

Anonymous said...

Oh boy, if it's true it's a great story. We have to speak about it to everyone.

Anonymous said...

wow. that's a sad story... you knoe, the only way to feel like living, is by trusting jesus, and by confessing to him

Anonymous said...

:(

Anonymous said...

:(
So sorry to hear that sweetheart. I hate cheaters too, I wish that God never created them =((

Anonymous said...

I know it hurts now but time will ease the pain, as well as what you do with the time. try to stay positive, explore, learn and live, and when your truly ready thats the only time a baby should be brought into the world. not when your 16. and u should be happy with the babies father not like how your ex made you feel when he cheated and you thought a baby would make him stay. Good luck

Anonymous said...

i know this is not what you want to hear and i do have a degree of sympathy for you. But a baby is not a toy and because things went wrong for you, it was your baby that was punished for you ex's mistakes. I do hope your life turns out right but please think before you give your body to a man what might happen next.

Sumgirl22 said...

It was a grt decision u took to abortion the baby......... I kno how hard and stressful it myte hav been for u, But EVERTHING HAPPENS FOR D BETTER!!!! Atleast by doin dat ur parents wud hav been relieved.... But i wud say it was sooo stupid of u to let him f*** u......

Anonymous said...

jheez , i feel for you , i hope you find someone who you really love and someone who really loves you , but the baby thing was a bad idea , but what's happened has happened , cant change the past :/ just hope for a brighter future and think twice before you open your legs :S

Anonymous said...

awwwwwwwww...that touched my soul girl...u r a brave girl who went through all this n still alive but may be u took a wrong descision for ur baby...that innocent got punished coz of u both people's fault...but anyways...good luck for ur upcoming life...

Anonymous said...

cheats on u once shame on him cheats on u twice shame on u

X X X X said...

=(( :((

Anonymous said...

it was such a sad story...

Anonymous said...

Can anyone here speak english?!?!

hi said...

:X

akki said...

u think dat the abortion is the right thing 4r u...................................................but u dnt thnk about the child who never cum out & u killed him/her...............................................its a crime

Anonymous said...

babe i'm sorry about this but you need to let him go... there are other people in this world waaaayyyy better than tht jackass :)
I've been there... trust me. =((

Anonymous said...

m so sorry.dear.

Mohammed said...

I got goosebumps when I read it, am sorry for you. You definitely let them down:( But look at the flip side now you are emotionally stronger then ever before, you have seen what could be the impact of silly decisions and most of all still have your parents(dont give a s**t about others) for whom you should start all over again, do something to make them feel proud of you...
Trust me its very difficult, I have been in similar situation...

Anonymous said...

sad story??????

Anonymous said...

love always give pain.., but carefull in ur love, dnt trust bilndly..

Ananya Basudha said...

this was qiut sad..awwwh..gt rid outta dis babe ;) :X

Anonymous said...

just forget him but i know its not possible.but u have to.

:X :)) :D ;) :p :(( :) :( =(( :-o :-* :| x(

Post a Comment

Hey......ThAnKs For Posting CoMmEnT's On My BlOg !!!

Symbols of our lives, Mementos of our existence!