Eight months into our relationship he cheated on me. I was devastated! I cried myself to sleep for nights. He was not only my boyfriend but my best friend, I never knew love could hurt so much until that day. I loved him so much I forgave him. Nine months into our relationship I found out I was pregnant. But I wasn't disappointed because we both wanted to have a baby together. But he cheated again. He hurt me so bad I thought the only way I could keep him was to keep the baby. I was soon four months pregnant, my mom found out but worst of all was my dad found out too. I felt like I let them down. I thought about everything and how stupid I was to think he was going to change and that he really loved me. I came to find out the best thing for me was abortion. It was the hardest decision of my life. I soon broke it off between me and him, he begged me to be with him, of course but I knew what was best for me and, yes, I loved him more than anything but I had to move on with my life and it hurt so bad.
I was 15 at the time when I thought I met the boy I was going to spend the rest of my life with but that all changed very fast.
Now I am 18 years old and he now has a baby by another girl, and I wonder all the time what it could have been like if I would have kept my baby and it hurts me everyday...
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i think ur da only fool left out in dis whole messss coz he f***** u he cheated upon u and as i didnt read it wrong u still love him sorrry mam but i feeel very bad not 4 u for that innocent babieeeeeee
boy are juzz huh !! huh !!
is th!s some baby production
gng on.....
18 yrs... and a babY.... reaLLy...
guys...\m/
Oh boy, if it's true it's a great story. We have to speak about it to everyone.
wow. that's a sad story... you knoe, the only way to feel like living, is by trusting jesus, and by confessing to him
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So sorry to hear that sweetheart. I hate cheaters too, I wish that God never created them =((
I know it hurts now but time will ease the pain, as well as what you do with the time. try to stay positive, explore, learn and live, and when your truly ready thats the only time a baby should be brought into the world. not when your 16. and u should be happy with the babies father not like how your ex made you feel when he cheated and you thought a baby would make him stay. Good luck
i know this is not what you want to hear and i do have a degree of sympathy for you. But a baby is not a toy and because things went wrong for you, it was your baby that was punished for you ex's mistakes. I do hope your life turns out right but please think before you give your body to a man what might happen next.
It was a grt decision u took to abortion the baby......... I kno how hard and stressful it myte hav been for u, But EVERTHING HAPPENS FOR D BETTER!!!! Atleast by doin dat ur parents wud hav been relieved.... But i wud say it was sooo stupid of u to let him f*** u......
jheez , i feel for you , i hope you find someone who you really love and someone who really loves you , but the baby thing was a bad idea , but what's happened has happened , cant change the past :/ just hope for a brighter future and think twice before you open your legs :S
awwwwwwwww...that touched my soul girl...u r a brave girl who went through all this n still alive but may be u took a wrong descision for ur baby...that innocent got punished coz of u both people's fault...but anyways...good luck for ur upcoming life...
cheats on u once shame on him cheats on u twice shame on u
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it was such a sad story...
Can anyone here speak english?!?!
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babe i'm sorry about this but you need to let him go... there are other people in this world waaaayyyy better than tht jackass :)
I've been there... trust me. =((
m so sorry.dear.
Trust me its very difficult, I have been in similar situation...
sad story??????
love always give pain.., but carefull in ur love, dnt trust bilndly..
this was qiut sad..awwwh..gt rid outta dis babe ;) :X
just forget him but i know its not possible.but u have to.
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